Isiah 54:5 “For thy Maker is thine husband; the Lord of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called. (kjv)

I entered into a special union and relationship in 2014 that was like NO other, I was received by an overwhelming love that penetrated through my soul and brought me to my knees in surrender, a love that was so pure and so gentle that it brought tears to my eyes.

This love spent every night of 2014 comforting me and redeeming me from the cage of strong hold and entrapment that I was in and showed me the true character of truth, love and righteousness that hid within me.

This love opened a powerful gateway of truth that led me back into the powerful love of my father Abba Father who awaited my return all this time, watching me pass through hills and valleys and picking me up every time I would cry.

The Angels through invite of my worship flocked around as I entered into a covenant of marriage with this mighty man, this mighty man who is he? The mighty man of galilee, the shepherd, the gate keeper, the one who counsels a broken heart and diligently seeks after the lost sheep whenever they depart.

Through deep conversation in the everlasting waters of the spirit that flowed, an excess warmth of wisdom and understanding arose, a peace so clear, free and forgiving, rebirthing your mind into the new and opening up your real understanding for living.

This man said to me that he loved me so much I felt so dirty but my hand he was not afraid to touch, the more he poured out his love in truth is the more the tears of repentance flowed but as he held my hand I began to  let go of the old.

He told me who I was through his word which is spirit and truth, he even directed me to scripture to confirm to me through the Holy Spirit that what he was saying is true, he told me leave the one you are with for you must follow me make a choice from today for I am your husband and I will set you free.

I will never leave you nor forsake you, for I am with you to the very end and for all your needs spiritually and physically in this life I will provide until the next.

Come, change your garments for the one you have on no longer serves you any purpose, but the new garment that I place upon keeps you washed and keeps you cleansed.

Now you know that I am your husband, and how much I love you treat me with great care and consideration by obeying what I tell you to do. Please do not try to hide things from because I already know, let me love you, build you and develop you mind, body and soul for eternal life in the Kingdom with me forever more.

I will always love you, no person, no power or authority can turn my love on and off from you, I lay down my life for you because this is what Abba Father told me to do.

You are mine and I am yours Forever more ……………………..

The highest love and greatest man you will ever know JESUS.

By Stephanie.H

Random Therapy Space


Pray No Matter What Your Feelings say.

Pray no matter what your feelings say, your body may be telling you that your weak, or your mind starts to operate in I can’t mode and you feel as if life is strangling you, your boat doesn’t seem to be riding the waves of your spiritual journey as peacefully as you would like. Pray no matter how you are feeling.

Pray no matter how you are feeling, when the forces of unknown realms surround you, trying to pull you off course or begin to threaten your destiny and your execution of purpose. There is a deeper power within connected to the Ancient of days the Great I Am who is steering your way. Pray no matter how you are feeling.

Pray no matter how you are feeling, by tapping into the divine glory in the realms of heaven that await your words of instruction to release wisdom from the expanse into your temple like an outpouring, ensuring victory, knowledge and understanding that helps you to conquer your day.

Pray no matter what you are feeling as help awaits you where you least expect, the tone of the Lord surrounds you like treasure observing your steps, for he is always ready to deliver, just say a prayer or read a psalm to invite the Holy Spirit into your heart.

A Prayer of Repentance

Father I repent for the constant years of battling against your word and being dismissive to your authority, being selective in my path of obedience and being the taker and not the giver.

I repent for causing others pain and acting as a stumbling block due to my actions and believing mere excuses were enough to resolve the matter.

I repent Lord for every time I have spoken according to your word and done the complete opposite as your word says in “Romans 3:4 God forbid yea, let God be true, but every man a liar: as it is written, that thou mightest be justified in thy sayings and mightest overcome when thou art judged” .

I repent Lord for the times I have shown unforgiveness to others or judged them forgetting that I was once a terrible sinner on the wrong path in need of deliverance myself. Matthew 7:5 says “You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.

Psalms 92.2 Lamentations says The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.

I repent Lord for any way I have taken your mercies for granted and pray that through the Holy Spirit you give me wisdom to understand and cherish your mercy through obedience and thankfulness.

As I repent Father I pray that you will increase my ability to hear your voice and operate in full submission.

Thank you for your time and compassion in Jesus name.

Psalm 56 – Pray For The Weak

This prayer is dedicated to all those who are suffering affliction in every way from all angles and need prayer.

Be merciful unto me, O God: for man, would swallow me up; he fighting daily oppresseth me. 2 mine enemies would daily swallow me up; for they be many that fight against me, O thou most High. 3 What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee. 4 In God I will praise his word, In God I have put my trust; I will not fear what flesh can do unto me.

5 Every day they wrest my words: all their thoughts are against me for evil. 6 They gather themselves together, they hide themselves, they mark my steps, when they wait for my soul. 7 Shall they escape by iniquity? in thine anger cast down the people O God.

8 Thou tellest my wanderings : put thou my tears into thy bottle: are they not n thy book? 9 When I cry unto thee, then shall mine enemies turn back; this I know; for God is for me. 10 In God will I praise his word: In the Lord will I praise his word.

11 In God have I put my trust I will not be afraid of what man can do unto me. 12 Thy vows are upon me, O God: I will render praises unto thee. 13 for thou has delivered my soul from death: wilt not thou deliver my feet from falling that I may walk before God in the light of the living.

In Jesus (Messiah) name Amen.

This prayer is for those who are facing constant affliction on all sides and desperately need deliverance, man cannot protect us in time of desperate battle only God can.

Random Therapy Space

This is an idea of personal therapy I came up with (to start a blogg) but took ages for me to actively set up, I find myself going through certain experiences in my life that I find challenging beyond belief and cannot always share my feelings with others as they clearly do not understand, not always through any fault of their own, however some of the persistent attempts they make to try to solve your problems or address your issues doesn’t always work and you end up going back and forth in endless empty discussions that lead to nowhere and you end up feeling worse than you did to begin with.

I often wonder during these times of frustration and communication brake down, if there are other individuals who are going through the same thing, do they feel as if others do not understand them? and do they get fed up of repeating themselves over and over again only to find that matters around them are getting worse.

It is easy to offer help and advice to others, one would say that is actually a positive approach however it goes a lot deeper than just offering advice, talking doesn’t always help, it depends who you are talking to and the interest and level of genuine understanding and empathy they truly have for you in your situation.

This blogg is not for professional writing purposes but just to express and share how one may feel in certain situations from day to day that they find difficult to handle mentally and physically. This may only connect with a minority of individuals but it may relate to someone in similar circumstances.